What Does kissing your crush in a dream mean?

In my dream, me and my crush were hanging out, and laughing, and we got super close, and I kissed him. He kissed me back and it was good. But then, he pulled back, looked all dejected, and when I asked what was wrong, he said that he had wanted to kiss me first. Then he kissed me passionatly. However, when we were hanging out with friends, he pretended like we hadn't kissed, and kept sneaking around to kiss me without our friends finding out. What does this dream mean?